I’m slowly beginning to understand Gnosticism and the demiurge really does make sense as I’ve always believed this is a prison planet full of us souls / slaves bound to earthly bodies our consciousness trapped in a constant low vibrational state . There has always ben an inner knowing since I was a small child that something is very very wrong with the place we call earth .

Endless suffering and war blah blah .. and yes I’ve sinned shit loads but guess what it’s not my fault or none of our faults because I didn’t and I guess a lot of us didn’t know what the f*ck we were doing before we woke up . But now I’m TRULY AWAKE I have no excuse .

There’s only one thing I truly want with all of my heart in this life and that is liberation/ salvation because this earth is bullshit . It’s all a load of sh$t and one big lie to me . The spark has awoken in me once again . I really do hope that I leave this earth returning to the divine light I come from.

I Thank the divine spirt of god for the gift of mediation and the gift of beautiful music that gives me the elevation and peace that I need to satay as connected to source as possible and the courage to deal with this suffering which I just laugh at lol 🙏