Awakening is not all love & light. It is more like a battle Royal. A true hero’s journey. Only The strongest souls in the uni-verse are the ones that choose to embark on this initiation process.

We are here in a great cycle of change, to remember love, to learn forgiveness. As we witness the dichotomy within society and recognize where it manifest within us. To allow us to come back to a state of neutrality. The alchemy in the initiated on the path of transcendence.

To requantify our beliefs and the story’s we tell ourselves. to reclaim who we are as a being. As life is utilized as a mirror, that is projecting to us what is manifested through the collective consciousness.

Unveiling the truth shining the light of unconscious aspects within ourselves. When we have the ability to acknowledge the aspects of self, recognizing it from the lense of the “I am” we don’t see it reflected it into our reality any longer.

When we learn to ride the cycles of change,honoring the energy that is present we have the ability to move through it more effectively.

When we get stuck in the illusion of the mind we become incapsulated in the prism “prison” perpetuating our illusory state of being. Fractulizing our conciousness furthermore through this construct of reality. Instead of recollecting the peices and information into greater rememberance of our cosmic story.

The darkness when utilized is fuel for the light to shine is what all form is manifested from. It is where all creation is born. So we can utalize this time to reflect inwardly. To release and restore. To further align with the life we desire our knowing and the connection to the higher intelligence which leads us to our dharma.

When we look at the universe through frequency,energy,vibration we understand that the universe is one song one mind. Our universe manifest through our thoughts,feels & actions. The reason why we are experiencing discord we just need to reattune ourselves to the higher mind in order to reconnect to get the messages and insights being presented.

Our frequency is mulled up sending incoherent frequencies into the universe. Like a musical instrument that needs tuned are chakras, are the vessels of musical light transmiting songs through the cosmic mind. A harmonic scale that is played through the cosmic web, a interconnected field of all things.

So when we don’t lead with purpose & have intention, the direction forward is not present. It becomes disharmonious like we are wondering through life lost. When we get pulled into the muck it feels as though we have lost our place in life and we forget who we are. We have to remind ourselves in these moments of darkness who we are, to reflect on how far we have come. The magnitude of the journey that has unfolded.

The moments present us times of inner strength in the greatest unveiling of truth. I am seeing this reflected deeply in my inner world right now. After all the countries,& all the growth that has transpired I am defiantly feeling like I am in a alternate universe right now.like I am a imposture here. Not having any community, or anyone that is resonating on the same frequency. It has lead me to feel very alone. So it has lead me inward to focus deeply on spiritual practice, the mission, creation,studying, & playing music.

Coming back to the United States and being in my home town has been extremely challenging to reset and integrate back into society. But knowing I can be of great service here. But truly not knowing where to began.

But as I know I am guided and fully supported here at times it doesn’t feel like it. I am learning to surrender deeper into what is & remember. It is extemely challenging to remain grounded within the density.

Going through periods of longing for deep connection, longing for mama ocean. At times not wanting to communicate or be in the presence of anyone. But in retrospect has shown me how far I have come, I am moving through the most cathartic process that I have experienced since the awakening process was initiated. As I my body is going through a physical shedding process, and energetic catharsis. It lines up perfectly as we come into the new year.

As the United States is the throat chakra of the earth and everything is amplified here. So this is where we learn to speak from our truth, to create structure,to align with the higher wisdom and speak from that aligned point to create lasting change. To amplify our message to the world.

I honor all of the warriors of the heart, that are continuing to meet yourself in each moment. To hold yourself, To continue to reaffirm & be dedicated to the inner realignment & ancestral healing. Even if we don’t realize it, we are making lasting change in the world. The more we heal the more healing that is initiated into our linage,the collective,& the earth. You are not alone. This work is challenging but the most rewarding. I see you, love you & honor you.