Another thing was the themes I was contemplating on that day or that week and the hints of realization that appeared. This caused a reframing and rephrasing of an expression to more accurately describe the phenomenon. Saying it this way revealed a deeper understanding and appealed to my own thoughts and conclusions: that some things just wanted to happen.

While the female version of this, “Go with the flow,” actually annoyed me with its aloof nature and non-caring attitude towards “wait, what if,” the masculine version, framed by Ken as “Going with what wants to happen, integral flow,” was pretty much a perfect alignment with my own thoughts and provided a clear, mentally precise distinction of “what wants to happen, integral flow” instead of just “go with the flow,” which to me implies “Flow with whatever and whoever is causing this to happen,” lacking attention to possible manipulation at play.

Because spirituality today is primarily dictated by females or males who are fine with fully embracing the female expression, which is fine by me if they do. However, I felt, and even expressed openly, that the masculine perspective and addition to spirituality has yet to see the light of day. Not really knowing how it would express itself, I just felt its absence and need, as the vast majority of spiritual teachings were not open to mental logic and reasoning, actually necessitated if development was to advance, as the next phase was based on mental knowledge, critical thinking, and coherent reasoning, a realm where the masculine excels.

While the female version works very well during transitioning tiers, as it embraces a wider spectrum of acceptance than the prior stage, as development continues, it reaches a certain point where priority reordering becomes necessary. Here, the exclusion and devaluation of logical thinking become limiting, leading to unwise choices and over-adherence to heart and intuitive feelings.
Yet, not realizing the added benefits but adding a devaluing sentiment of logic and critical thinking, not seeing the added worth from its inclusion.

While at once expressing the lack of awareness that the heart is part of unity. The heart alone cannot even be. Its dependency on the brain being of absolute necessity. Not only that, but also seemingly oblivious to the possibility of including the gut as a part of the equation that is truly holistic.

This lack of attention to detail that only the mind can provide reveals the limitations of overemphasizing core principles of feminine wisdom. It was clear to me that I could not adhere to only this model as it was clearly ignorant of the value of including the mind.

It was clear to me that the need for masculine addition to spirituality was of absolute necessity and would have to come forth. Ergo, my statement of “not yet seen the light of day.”

I did not expect it to be of such profound worth. Its entrance was of such high worth that its addition became an almost perfected finalization and clarification of everything.

I state I am fully grounded and humble in maintaining my humane nature, but I assure you that this enhancement to my perception makes me feel like a little god.