Sitting here contemplating humanity’s freedom tonight. I sit here in my chair thinking about mankind’s destiny as the divine mind. Things have changed so much in a short amount of time! It makes my head spin to think about what I believed about myself, God, and the world just a couple years ago.

I am an apostle of the Lord. Flowing in deep revelations and demonstrations of the Holy Spirit. When I woke up out of religion, I saw no hope. It can be difficult when 50 years of your identity was wrapped up in the christian religion. When you tear away from that egregore, you have no identity. Christianity is about you losing your life. It is the brainwashing to take away your personal self and replace it with Jesus.

It didn’t take as long as I thought it would to spread my wings and allow my true self to shine through. But with all the different layers to my life. They all still point to me being a part of helping mankind embrace itself. And this is always at the forefront of my mind and heart. Is mankind learning to love and embrace itself. Mankind, seeing who you actually are.

We purposefully buried who we are under layers and layers of social structures and storylines. We are the most beautiful beings of light and love. Pure energy and fullness of consciousness. We are the bliss that is so blissful that we can not contain it. The all consuming fire that needed a harness for all-ness to be directed with purpose and expression. So we chose this simulation to get to know the parts of us we couldn’t know as the infinite singularity.

We as the one needed to break apart as the many to embrace ourself from every possible angle. To experience the fullness of love embodied. And that meant duality would play a part. Without duality there is no reflection. And without reflection, consciousness is not conscious.